I miss you

I miss you all. There are no other words to describe how I feel other than, I miss you. The moment I found out about you I loved you with a love so deep only God could of known the depths. I still love you. So deeply my heart hurts because I don't have you [...]

I will love you always

This is something that has been weighing on my heart for a week or so now. My depression has been like prison cell because of it. My anxiety is effecting my parenting. And my fear that there is a woman out there holding something this painful in her heart, alone, kills me. 7 years ago [...]

I can’t sleep

I hide. I lie awake at night and all I wanna do is hide underneath the blankets that try to keep me safe from the things hiding in the shadows on my walls. I can't sleep. I can't sleep knowing that the moment I close my eyes, there are demons waiting to tear me apart. [...]


Your face haunts me behind closed eyelids. The look of fury makes my soul weep. I still feel the sting of your hands. I still feel the stab of your words. Crying, I'm trying to wake up. Screaming, I feel paralyzed. Shaking, I'm tormented by the memories, I'm captured inside my head. I feel as [...]